Love lost

See the thing is, I am not in love and I haven’t been for awhile.
I wonder if I ever will be again.
I want to know if I will ever feel that vulnerability again. To feel so comfortable and close to someone that I could do anything in the world with them and feel like everything will be alright.
I could travel anywhere and always feel home.
Safety and family is only where that person is.
Being in love feels like hanging out with your best friend every day
And never getting sick of them, never getting annoyed by them, and never wanting to be apart.
When you feel that you CAN live without that person,
You’re not in love.
I was in love for so long, I don’t understand how anyone else could make me feel that way.

I’ve been trying telepathy… It’s not working yet.

I just woke up from a nightmare and it was so hard to pull myself back into reality

I’m pretty sure I was just stuck in a parallel universe.

I realized that I never dream of anything electronic.

No cell phones or computers
Never any robots or machines
Nothing unnatural
Hardly ever even cars
Wonder what that means.

Once I finally let go of the most poisonous leech of life,

and peeled it off of my near lifeless corpse

The blood began to refill my heart.

I became alive again

And I got everything I always wanted