Honestly don’t know what to do.
I feel like I am constantly making up excuses for not wanting to do things that I REALLY just don’t want to do, for no reason… and I am so confused all the time… I have been going through a terrible depression. I lost hope for my entire future and some days I really want it all to end, I wish I could just start a completely fresh life. If you guys really want to know anything about me then please read away but just keep in mind if you are planning on judging me or if you can’t handle some of it then stop here because I’m not going to hide anything anymore.
